>Can’t sleep. It’s 3:31 am and in 6.5 hours, we need to be leaving for church. I want to go, and I dread it. I don’t know why I’m dreading. I need it.

I’ve been dealing with some things for a while and it’s really getting hard. I feel like I’m chest-seep in mud, unable to move and I’m getting too tired to try to get out.

But, I can’t talk about any of that stuff here. *sigh*

So, here I am. Stuck.